David Creates with Legos; God with Logos
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19th-Jul-2008 06:26 am - Imagery
What does your church look like? Any good shots of the building? Of your fellow members?
Holy Cross, Fort Wayne, Indiana )

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18th-Jul-2008 08:38 pm - I will not complain. I WILL NOT COMPLAIN...
(Cross-posted at [info]basswhooper)

Sadly, it looks like I will not be able to buy this iBook, though I love it dearly.

On the way home from Nashville today, my car abruptly died. No shuddering, no noise, no drama... just died at 70 mph. I coasted it over to the shoulder and stopped, where it continued steadfastly to not start. Between making calls and waiting for the towtruck to arrive from Chattanooga (some 98 miles away), Katie and I sat in the car for three hours on the side of Interstate 24 Eastbound.

The towing bill alone was $234 bucks*. Pep Boys charges $85 just to look at it, then who knows how much to fix whatever it proves to be**. So I feel safe in saying that I will not have the $320 needed to buy this laptop.

Also, I opted not to take Katie and James to my place, having no car with which to take them anywhere, so I will not see either of my kids this weekend.

I will not complain. Katie and I are safe at our respective homes. We did not have a wreck. We are not dead or injured on the side of the road. Whether on my own or with the assistance of dear friends at church I will be able to pay for the repairs to my car.

So I have to wait a while longer for a computer. Big deal. My God is good to me.

I have no complaint.

I will not complain.
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* And again I will not complain. Brenda, my baby mamma, spent an hour on the phone finding the cheapest tow possible. Southeastern Towing and Recovery was over a hundred bucks cheaper than the next cheapest price. The guy drove a long way for not much money, and I threw on an extra twenty dollars just because he was a nice fellow. I will not complain.

** Frankie, the towtruck driver, is also a mechanic. He and the guy behind the counter at Pep Boys seem to think it is the timing belt. I don't know if those are expensive or not.
18th-Jul-2008 03:24 pm - Wordle Gallery of Sermons
Just for fun, I ran my recent sermons through a word map on wordle.net

May 11

Click for more )
18th-Jul-2008 11:31 am - Printing pictures
Do any of my readers know of a place where I can have my digital photos printed but make the cropping choices myself?  I was able to do this at Costco, but we don't have one here.

I know there are online options as well, but I want something local (and as cheap as online) if possible.
18th-Jul-2008 06:25 am - Self Portrait

On Han's suggestion, this is me. My mum didn't like the fact that I'm scowling but I guess this is what I must look like to the people I'm drawing. The one thing I would mention is that I usually shave everyday but on this vacation the line for the bathroom can be a bit long.
18th-Jul-2008 07:22 am - Doxology Wisconsin
Wednesday afternoon ended an amazing 72 hour period of my life. Doxology Wisconsin: The Gathering was an intense, but fulfilling session concerning the worlds of pastoral care and Christian psychology.

Before you start thinking that the two are incompatible at best and opposites at worst (as I once did), understand that it's important for a pastor to understand some psychological matters, especially when it comes to working with parishoners who endure mental suffering. There are a lot of feelings associated with sin that carry what could be an insurmountable load of "baggage". Knowing the places where psychology and soul care "dovetail" is vitally important for a Lutheran pastor and his flock.

I've described my time there as "life changing". I'm not ready to talk about what was life changing for me. I am ready to talk about how this will begin to change my ministry. But please let me continue to process the overwhelming amount of data force-fed into me this week. I need some time also with my family and with parish matters.

After six years in the Ministry, things are starting to sink in concerning the individual care of souls. Plus, I've realized it's a good thing for pastors to have some retreat time that should never be counted as "vacation". The pastor needs to step back for 3-4 days to pray, hear the Word, meditate on the Word, receive Absolution, and get himself in a ready state to shepherd the flock of God. I'll be talking with my elders soon about working in at most a week of retreat time for me each year that can't be counted as "vacation".

I can't wait for The Encore in Green Lake, WI this November. I'll bring a layman with me this time so he can see and hear what we pastors are going through.

For more information, see http://doxology.us

Sic satis superque
18th-Jul-2008 07:22 am
I'm reconsidering my blogging philosophy a bit. It occurs to me that originally it was largely about making myself vulnerable (in a good sense) and expressing my ideas to a larger circle than my own head. I started when I was more or less transitioning mentally & emotionally to a new crowd. And as soon as I started typing I knew it would be a love affair of words, tempered by a bit of intellectual (and at times spiritual) discipline.

Vulnerability was such a huge concept to me. And it still is. But I recognize now the harder places to become vulnerable, including the loci of ideas. I'm someone who thinks things through for herself. Much to my limitation at times. I listen, I absorb, but I'm not sure I change my stances. Nuances, yes, but maybe I don't really listen well after all. I rarely take advice, and perhaps that can also translate into trouble having profitable intellectual discussion.

So, I'm toying with a few concepts & taking my time a bit to express it. Partially cuz I want to know what I'm saying, why I'm saying it, whether it's good to say it, and partially cuz it's my frickin' life and this is probably the only place I can control what comes when. Yesterday I freaked out a bit. Today's my last day in the office & officially at church, Saturday I need to pack the house, and Sunday through Saturday I'm in a training intensive well into evening. Next Sunday is our farewell & next Monday is the big move. By the way, we bought a stroller yesterday and our first batch of high falutin' cloth diapers.

I do believe some content is not always age appropriate. However, how one expresses things makes a huge difference. People talk about gossip ... I cannot imagine my journal being gossipy or leading to too much gossip about me. I've been pondering making some semi-private posts, but would I really be expressing things I need to shield?
18th-Jul-2008 03:59 am - Spinning wheels
I realized that trying to find an obscure reference to Viet Dietrich's inclusion of both the "loosing" and "biniding" to the general confession at 4 in the morning isn't the most efficient use of my time when I should be sleeping... I start typing nonsensical phrases in the search box... but the cool thing is I can still make out the misspelled words which brings up the question... can you "Google" in your sleep?
18th-Jul-2008 04:00 am - Speedlinks, July 18, 2008
I'm up in NYC, gearing up for tomorrow's lighting seminar and Sunday's "Shoot! The Day" classes. But there's still time for a fresh batch of speedlinks!


• Thomas Graves has an excellent real-world review of the RadioPoppers at Light-Shoot-Print.

• Remember Joey Lawrence? He's been in Moldova, shooting cats the King of the Gypsies and has a video which includes the lighting setup. That kid is something. Eighteen frickin' years old and never home.

(Warning: The audio is NSFW, and the video is NSF cat lovers...)

• My friend Kevin Coloton is doing foot race finishes with a quad-speedlight setup, shooting motor sequences on 1/16th power. Knowing some of you are into this, I wanted to point you to his team's blog post -- complete with pix, a diagram and video.

• Chris Claborne has posted a review of the brand new AlienBees CyberSyncs in the Strobist Flickr threads.

• Back in the late 70's and early 80's I spent a lot of times in some, uh, pretty creative darkrooms. And I saw more than one photographer printing on grass. But never like this...
17th-Jul-2008 10:30 pm - Dad Report (Not much to report)

I was at a conference in Schaumburg this past weekend, but I spent a few days before and after to check on my dad and take care of business for him.  According to the people at the nursing home, my dad is doing well with his therapy.  He he’s not supposed to put weight on the one leg, but he has been practicing getting around using a walker.  Although obviously doing that there in a controlled environment with people around, is different than getting around at home by himself.  

One of the reasons I stayed through Tuesday was to go to my dad’s doctor’s appointment with Dr. P.—that turned out to be a big nothing.  First, we go and wait  in the waiting area and fill out a form and then go into the office.  Then the doc comes in for like a minute and says, “Let’s get an x-ray.”  So we go across the hall do that, come back, and the doc comes back looks briefly at the x-ray, and then says he wants to order a doppler test to check for a blood clot and an MRI and then see him back sometime after the MRI (maybe next week).  I could have told them they needed an MRI, cause that’s how they found out info last time.  What the heck was the point of that appointment?  The nurse at the nursing home said unfortunately this is how things go because of insurance.  It seems to be all about the money.  I’m sure that doc will get a nice chunk of change for spending 2 minutes in the room and saying he wants to order more tests.  So really, I feel like I don’t have more answers, and everything is still up in the air as to long term what’s going to happen with therapy, him being at the nursing home, if he needs surgery, etc.  (Oh, the Doppler test came up negative by the way—no clot in the leg).

The good news is the insurance thing is fixed, and Medicare is listed as the primary and Blue Cross the supplemental. 

Went to the bank while I was up north so I could show them my power of attorney papers and make sure I could do business on my dad’s account.  Then went to the post office to forward his mail to me.  Then was ticked off a couple days later when I stopped by my dad’s house and they were delivering mail.  I went back to the post office and explained I had filled out the forward stuff, and they acted dopey about it.  My dad’s neighbor will keep a watch on it and send me any stuff that would come to the house.  When I got back, I had some of his mail that was forwarded here, so I guess it’s working.  Got a notice from the hospital—my dad’s recent several day stay cost over $15,000.  And some of the charges on there I question cause there was Physical Therapy and Occupational Therapy listed, and I was at the hospital A LOT and no one came in to do therapy.  So I suppose that’s another phone call I can make it question that.

I think I was really patient with my dad this last time, and I tired to encourage him and tell him he was doing well with the therapy and to keep it up.  Now I just continue to wait to see what will happen.

17th-Jul-2008 10:38 pm - Long Time, No Post (From Anyone, it Seems)
Hey all, I may be buying this computer, so I may be able to start arguments, I mean, start posting again. How's everyone doing?
17th-Jul-2008 07:05 pm - Donations!
Helloo Fort Wayne and surrounding areas!

A friend of mine is looking to start a second hand store in the Whitley County area and is looking for donations of left over garage sale items, gently used furniture and anything else you would be willing to donate!

Feel free to call 260 244 4311 for more information!

Once the business gets going, 25% of the net profit will be donated to a local charity here in Whitley County!
17th-Jul-2008 05:59 pm - Issues Etc. Makes Me Happy
This is a busy week, it is my second to last week, the youth are painting a house tomorrow it's VBS, and my bishop is on vacation.

But it's a good week.

I'm happy today. I have not gotten to listen to Issue Etc as much as I would have liked since its resurrection a couple of weeks ago. I have browsed the archives and am listening to a good sermon being reviewed right now. I am pleased that Issues, etc is still here, but I'm also pleased by their guests.

I know some people were worried about seminary faculty and others not wanting to go on the show for fear that the powers that be in Synod might persecute them. I don't think this is reasonable, but I realize that the original cancellation and firing were also unreasonable.

But both seminaries have been represented a couple of times as well as others with positions within the bureaucracy of the synod. I commend those men and am thankful for all of those who have helped Issues, Etc come back. I praise God that is Word is still proclaimed by men like Rev Wilken and Mr Schwarz.
17th-Jul-2008 07:11 am - Portrait of a Lady

I was having a beer whilst thinking what to draw next. I've been inspired by France Belleville's blog Wagonized for some time now, today is her 2nd anniversary of blogging (congrats). France, this beer's for you.
17th-Jul-2008 04:51 am - ~Hello~
I'm new to this community. I just wanted to say hello and introduce myself.

My name is Kayla. I'm 17, almost 18, I'm bi, and happily taken right now by a wonderful guy. I'm kind of a dork. I play magic and online role playing games. I'm sorry that I don't have more to say right now but if you have any questions just ask and i will gladly answer them. ^_^
16th-Jul-2008 01:55 pm - 5 day work weeks suck
summer fun, so far )

more adventures to come, i'm sure.
16th-Jul-2008 02:30 pm - say what?
"Er hægt að skoða Sjóminjasafnið á veturna?"

What does this mean?

Is slowly looking something in autumn? I am thoroughly confused.
16th-Jul-2008 07:55 am - Old Ford Tractor

This is not the drawing I intended but it just took shape without my consent under the beating sun and the constant bites. I'd been staring at this old tractor all morning and eventually had to have a go. I'm going to wait for some cloud coverage before making another attempt.
16th-Jul-2008 04:00 am - Rembrandt Lighting? Um, No.
Phoenix-based shooter Blair Bunting must have been asleep the day they taught the classic portrait lighting styles in school. Either that, or he skipped right past "Rembrandt" and went straight to "Badass."

Bunting is part of a movement of a high-def lighting style that is especially well-suited to subjects like athletes, rock musicians, MMA fighters, assassins, orcs, etc.

Keep reading for full lighting diagrams (hint: lots of sources) and some Q&A on Bunting's techniques and lighting philosophy.
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The first thing to consider when sculpting light like this is to leave some shadow. The light's edge is defined by shadow, which is what creates the form. The other thing to remember is that the intensity of the surface of the subject also is revealed by specular highlights. And each light source is going to create a specular of some kind.

Placing lights where you want them -- and keeping them away from where you do not -- is the balance you need to strike to make this kind of photo.

To get an idea of what it took to create this look for a portrait of Arizona State running back Keegan Herring, check out the top-view and front-view lighting diagrams, below.


Top View



Looking at this angle, you can see that Herring is lit from just about everywhere except the lens axis. This is what makes the lights define him in such a cool way. Again, you have to leave shadow to get form.

But each of those lights his the subject on a glancing blow, with respect to the lens axis, and that is what creates the cool highlights.

Lotta lights? Yeah. It's pretty much walking into a camera store and asking for two of everything they have. But it is a look. And it's a look that will make a college sports information department do the Happy Dance and call you back year after year. Just like they do for Bunting.


Front View


To look at the top view, you'd think Herring is inside of a cylinder of light, but that does not take into account the varying heights of the light sources, which in this way creates yet more sculpting with shadows.

From this angle, you should really start to see the light coming together.

Height-wise, the strips and small square boxes are doing the heavy lifting, lighting the body and face. But it is the beauty dish (don't call it that in front of Herring) grids and reflector that create the edge everywhere.

"Yeah, yeah," you say. "It's really all done in post. Ten minutes of shooting and two days of Photoshop."


Yeah, well, maybe not so much as you think. In fact, Blair was kind enough to release a raw photo, seen at left, which shows you just how close he gets with light.

From there, it's pretty quick and basic in Photoshop. It always helps to start with the best file possible. And the closer you can get in the camera, they better. That said, Bunting notes that he tends to think of light as expression, rather than as a process. He said he uses light to create opinion and emotion.

He gets the "what light is best?" question a lot, to which he responds:

"Buy what you can afford. The reasoning behind my answer is that I am of firm belief that practice is more significant than any brand name. I have been fortunate enough to use numerous different brands of lights, hot and cold, small and large."

As for tools vs. vision, he says, "I fall into a rhythm where my tools give way to my vision and my eye produces what my mind wants to see. Be it Profotos, Alien Bees, or SB-800's, one can create with all of these."

He particularly worries for the beginning photographer who finds his or her approach inferior to a photographer using more expensive lights. He feels that mindset is a dangerous mental handicap, and wishes it on no one.

Where does he get his inspiration? You might be surprised:

"Often times I find that the music I listen to can determine my lighting approach more than anything else. With my eyes closed, a glass of wine, and a powerful score (or any song that drives you within for that matter) I sit and think of light not as this invisible substance, but a tangible entity."

He goes on:

"Mentally I observe it like wind and smoke and try to imagine how it should form my subject. This is particularly practical when shooting cars as many people hit a road block with the reflectivity of metal."

Bunting also thinks of light as water, using analogies of hard vs. soft, narrow vs. wide beams and hot vs. cold. It's an organic way of describing light that I had never considered, but it has me thinking.

He advises photographers to consider, and learn, the power of a single light source. Know what a single, silver umbrella can do for your subject, and to respect light.

Lest this all get too philosophical, I hit him up with some specific questions:



Q and A

1. The lighting design for the football player is killer. How did you evolve this particular lighting style? Were you influenced by video games? Movies? Other shooters?

Oddly enough, this one was music and visualizing for endless hours. I lived with my Ipod in and would skip lunches to plan (this shoot had 10 shots to be done in 2 hours). For this one in particular I listened to everything from the Gladiator theme (“The Battle” by Hans Zimmer) to death metal.

The idea was to make the scariest person imaginable. So the lighting was based off of discomfort, a lot of lights, a lot of speculars, a lot of chaos. The idea of the lighting came from the countless movies where you can barely see the person, rather an outline; in this case I wanted it carried a bit further with his eyes.


2. Do you find you get hired to do a certain look? Do you feel you still have creative freedom?

I have been especially fortunate in this area. It is often that I get booked by clients that have someone of a concept and want my style to carry it, which in turn lends a great deal of creative freedom my way. Other times I will be booked by a client that maybe wants a less moody image, but still wants my view brought into the shot, either way the freedom is there.

The downside is sometimes all I want to do is think about lighting and would give anything for a set in stone storyboard where I came in, followed directions, lit, shot and went home.


3. That's, um, a lot of light sources. Typically a shooter would not start out with an arsenal like that. What kind of approach were you using when you had fewer lights?

I am a huge fan of shooting one source, and often have usually with one silver umbrella. Another way I saw lighting (when using fewer sources) was making sure that the eye saw a comfortable single direction in the photo, and from there countering that source with a fill to keep the contrast ratio down.


4. Given that many watt-second deployed against a single player, how do you adapt that look to larger subjects -- say, an offensive line?

This is sometimes a task, in all honesty. The football player need a lot of light since the shot was done with a digital medium format system, which requires more than a 35mm.

I will usually try and bring larger packs (preference going to the Profoto D4 4800). However, there are just times when there are not enough lights and the budget isn’t open enough to bring in 20 or 30 heads. (DH note: 20 or 30?!?) In this case I improvise and try to visualize the scene with a single light source and take small steps building off that to a minimalist approach.

5. Is heavy post production an important part of this look? If so, how close do you get with the light and how much needs to be done in post?

In all reality I am not that savvy with Photoshop. Because of this lighting has to be perfect. I have seen guys take snapshots of cars and make them look like a studio shot. I respect this approach, but it’s just not mine and is dangerous if an AD is on set and wants to visualize a shot for placement. Much of the work I do looks extremely close to what is seen in the LCD on set with added contrast, polishing and sharpening. I have included the jpeg for the football player shot for reference as a file that has not seen Photoshop.
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Blair posted a brief video vignette from other parts of this same shoot to YouTube:



Thanks much to Blair for giving us an inside look at both his lighting techniques and philosophy. To see more of Blair's work -- or to hire him -- visit his website.
16th-Jul-2008 03:56 am - Orbis Ring Flash Adapter Details

An email from Enlight Photo dropped into my box tonight with some fresh detail on the upcoming Orbis Ring Flash adapter. It's similar in function (if not design) to the Ray Flash adapter, with some key differences:

• The flash is mounted off-camera, similar to many of the DIY designs we have seen.

• From the light source reflections in some of the test shots on the updated website, it appears to be a little softer (bigger) light source than the Ray Flash.

• Price is said to be "under $200".

• No word on efficiency, relative to direct flash. (Ray Flash is minus just one stop compared to direct flash.)


More info, email list sign up, pre-sale info, etc. -- here.

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15th-Jul-2008 07:55 pm - Trying my hand at translating...
So, I have just started working on translating some lyrics from the new Sigur Rós album.  Let me know if I am close )or way off the mark.


Á silfur-á
Lýsir allan heiminn og augun blá
Skera stjörnuhiminn
Ég óska mér og loka nú augunum
Já gerðu það, nú rætist saga
Ó nei


On a silver river
You illuminate the whole world and blue eyes
Cut the starry sky
I make a wish and close my eyes
Yes you do that (to me), well now the story begins
Oh no
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